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wren08I guess if I was a guy, I'd be trying to buy a red sports car or a blonde. Or both.
Since I'm a girl, I sitting here, drinking far too much wine (because drinking alone is such a good idea) and going over every relationship I've ever had in my head and wondering what was so wrong with me that it was so easy for people to pick up and leave.
I have also determined that no matter how nicely I keep my house or how well I cook or how beautifully I quilt or how well I raise my girls, nobody is going to love me for it.
I have some fiercely loyal friends... and some of you reading this are some of them... how is it I can inspire such good love in friends and nothing at all romantically?
Colour me confused and probably homonal as hell...
There's a huge difference between being alone (which I don't mind a bit) and being lonely. Tonight I wish I could switch tracks and be happy to be alone.
Since I'm a girl, I sitting here, drinking far too much wine (because drinking alone is such a good idea) and going over every relationship I've ever had in my head and wondering what was so wrong with me that it was so easy for people to pick up and leave.
I have also determined that no matter how nicely I keep my house or how well I cook or how beautifully I quilt or how well I raise my girls, nobody is going to love me for it.
I have some fiercely loyal friends... and some of you reading this are some of them... how is it I can inspire such good love in friends and nothing at all romantically?
Colour me confused and probably homonal as hell...
There's a huge difference between being alone (which I don't mind a bit) and being lonely. Tonight I wish I could switch tracks and be happy to be alone.
