Day 4809

I feel horrible today, which is rotten on my day off, and it's all about sex and dating and stuff so I don't think I'll share.

Elizabeth is mad at me too. After telling her I wouldn't let her go home with people after school for awhile, I did let her go home today with her new boyfriend. And then she got all mad with me because I caught her trying to sneak my camera out with her. She's forbidden to take it to school and she's already done so once this year after almost getting it confiscated last year. I caught her and she tried everything in the book to get me to let her take it with no success. I think I need to just revoke her camera privileges for awhile.

80s came for a visit last night. It felt a bit strange since Ingrid has gone home and wasn't with him... I kept getting the feeling like he'd rather be somewhere else. He did help me finish winding the last 1000 yards of silk quilting thread onto spools so I could use it. It was a lot easier with two and I'm grateful for the help as well as the company.

I think I'm going to just stop eating until I've lost about 60 lbs. Or guys start whistling at me again... which ever comes first.