Day 4782: Thank God

Almost since the last post I've been angry and hurt and crying (intermittantly, thank goodness.)

I talked to 80s and in the space of 45 minutes went from being tired but cheerful to being hurt and angry and not able to sleep. (For two days now... this is not helping the cold I am coming down with at all.)

I guess it hardly matters why. He and my daughter agree that I'm just impossible... I get hurt too easily and I always have to be right. If I always have to be right then how is it I'm always the one apologising?

I quit. I just fucking quit....